just a little ranting...
So I just wanted to type. I just wanted to clear my head and my thoughts. This always happens… everytime I have time to my self and my thoughts, it just puts me in a bad mood. I feel that I have a lot on my mind. I feel like this year was just a year that I went through a lot. It was a year I turned to other things to help cover up any pain I was going through. I was just on LiveJournal and I went back into my history on there, and it just saddens me that I wont get back some of those people, some of those days, some of those feelings and everything. Ugh my thoughts are just all over the place. I know I wont get back those memories, but just thinking of them makes me sad. I’ve had some happy moments this year, but the down & sad moments over power the happy ones. Its been one year since I met someone. Someone, who one year ago, I really liked. Someone who I now barley talk to. It was something that just didn’t work out. It was something that made me so happy, yet so hurt. I think the fact that I thought it was going so well, I just wanted it to work so badly. I wont get that back. Regarding this year I feel out of control. I feel lost. I feel that as I type this I don’t even know where this is going. I want to set some serious goals for the 2008 year. I want to take control of my life and make more positive decisions. I don’t even really know what else I want to say. I sit in bed as I type this wondering what to type next. I just wanted to type out something to help me clear my head. I’m enjoying college. I love my new friends. I still have issues in my personal life that I want to sort out, but I guess that’ll take some time. Well that’s the end of my little rant. Bye.